This is me, about to go into Counseling Session #4 with Ryan. I wish I didn't dread it. I want to yearn for the opportunity to work through my mess, to grow and change, to get one step closer to being the person God has created and called me to be...
But I don't. Instead, I anticipate failure. There is no way to prepare for these meetings. I don't know what I'm supposed to talk about, how to initiate a productive conversation. I can't seem to answer the questions posed to me, by Ryan or by the books. And I feel guilty sucking up Marilyn's precious time with my brokenness.
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