A blog for me to try and figure out what I think about God, myself, and life.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Family Visits
My dad won't come to see me. He thinks I'm too messed up. That somehow it will be too hard on him, or too hard on me, or some combination of the two. He won't come. And neither will anyone else in my family.
Sorry, that's actually what he said, that I was too messed up and he didn't think I could handle it. I can't prove it to you – it was a phone message – but it's true. In all fairness, he also said that he loved me, but I'm not rewriting history here.
Is this really true? Or is this what you are choosing to believe?
ReplyDeleteDid your dad say he thinks you are too messed up? Or is that what you are telling yourself?
Sorry, that's actually what he said, that I was too messed up and he didn't think I could handle it. I can't prove it to you – it was a phone message – but it's true. In all fairness, he also said that he loved me, but I'm not rewriting history here.
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